I briefly tried to explain to my husband last night, What I want in our future. It didn't go according to plan, he seems to not want the same things I do, and if he does, he doesn't think he needs to work to get them. He had such a dumb and spaced out look on his face when I told him that I think we both need to go back to work and bust out asses for a couple years to be able to save some money and buy our own land. I guess he likes the idea of our own land, but I get the feeling that he is not willing to work for it. I think over the last couple years that he has gotten lazy. How do I tell him that I am NOT going to live the rest of my life, and raise our children in shit hole after shit hole houses. I am not a materialistic woman but I do require a safe roof over our heads and money in the bank to buy food. I am all for living off the land and living simply, but there is a big difference between living off OUR land and living off someone Else's land. We have put ourselves in a bad spot here, and I don't know what to do other than work. So dammit I am going to work, I can't just sit here and do nothing, I have never had aspirations to be a housewife and stay at home mom, its not for me, I need to work. I don't want to be rich, and I don't need to have a huge showplace farm, but I need security....
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