"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; but remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for." - Epicur

I have been using this blog to vent and help control my anger and depression, but I also really need to express my happiness. My hubby and I have been the best of friends since before I got pregnant with my eldest, as a matter of fact, he is the first one I told that I was pregnant, where as my boyfriend at the time was such an ass. He was so supportive of me, of any decision that I made. Shortly after that time, he left to get married. We kept contact through e-mail and such, and he was gone for about a year. When he did come back, he told me that his marriage was over and he had made a mistake. As a result we started dating. We had such a passionate start in our relationship, all the chills and butterflies. Even though we did take a break one winter for numerous reasons, things worked out and here we are today, over 10 years later, happy and with a nice little family.