Well as expected I had the big blow up on Sunday. I just couldn't take it anymore and told him so. I told him that I just can't do everything, and that he has a way to just make more work for me, and I don't think its cute to leave trash around etc. He just said OK and the last 2 days have been heaven. He has been doing more for himself. Don't get me wrong, I like doing some stuff for my family, but when it comes to serving them, uh NO. And never just expect me to clean up after you or expect me to make dinner every night let alone breakfast and lunch. Its just not who I am. I am dying to go back to work.
A good friend went up to PA to save my home bred filly, I am so relieved, it was really stressing me out. She is now at the local farm where she was born, and best of all safe. Poor girl had one hoof in the door, headed towards a sale that is notoriously a killer sale. But all that is in the past and she is safe now. I'm not a fan of slaughter but its grim necessity. If they would just to it humanely, but they don't and the horses don't always die immediately, therefore they are still alive when hung by a back leg and bled out. Its horrible, probably the most horrible thing I have ever seen. But I wouldn't have such a problem with it if it was just humane. I would love to have the funds and land to run a rescue, its what I really love to do, but that it very expensive and will probably never happen. But I am glad my filly now has a home, I do believe she will be bred in the spring to a nice Oldenburg colt. She will make fabulous babies.
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