There are a lot of dreams in my past, I guess in some light they have become reality. I dreamed to be a horse trainer and I did, not licenced, but I was a trainer LOL. I still have dreams. I hate to wish for money, but in reality money really helps to achieve what you want. It doesn't make the world go round but it does really help. To have the financial security to be able to live out my dreams would be awesome. When I was in my early teens, I used to want to be in the Olympics, I would still love to live that but over the years I have lost my nerve to ride. Especially now that I am over weight, I find that my balance is off and I don't feel "As One" with the horse. It is heart breaking, the one thing in life that I loved more than anything, I just cant seem to do anymore. I really miss riding off, and daydreaming through the woods, it was always my release, my escape from reality. I could ride off mad or sad and after an hour or so come back totally happy and refreshed. Horses are like therapy for me, whether I need a shrink or just a friend they were always there. Maybe one day I will find that feeling again. Until then, what do I do?
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